The party

I’m sat here surrounded by all different faces
Trying to listen but can’t hear them saying.
I’m losing my mind, I still hear you breathing..
I cannot believe this, I don’t see you leaving.

I’m sat here now covered in a warm blanket
But feeling so cold, the stuff I’m regretting.
I know I was evil, I took you for granted,
For all the pain I’m now the one crying.

I’m sat here alone now they’re all disappearing,
Another glass finished but I’m not yet leaving.
Addicted I am to self destruction,
Whatever it takes to feel you beside me.