in and out of love quickly

My baby always brings feathers
For my alter to grow
So the sacrifices never ceases to flow
Then he gets naked
And I feel like Bukowski
He’s  prey
Fangs out
I  go on a hunt
Like a wolf howling
It’s wild how feminine I feel
Like all my gangster selfs
Are suddenly not real
When in the woods
I follow him like Bambi
Who just learnt
How to walk through moss
With the tongue hanging
Although
I know he won’t leave me stranded
One time he bathe me
Above the lakes waters
I whispered to him
To drown in me
Until the moon turned hollow






now I'm washing dishes and contemplating sorrow.