A thousand times

I brush my hair a thousand times
And put the make-up, lipstick on
But all I see in this reflection
Is broken heart and lost connection.

A thousand times I try so hard
To move away and stay apart
From blues of ocean that once were mine,
I took for granted - we've been denied.

But in my dreams I think of you
A thousand times again, for you
I pray to have a happy life
And me to be a part of ride.

I must stay strong for those so close
A thousand times that seen me sob.
A fairy tale that ends no good,
I stay alone and always should.

8/2/19