Stoned

Leaves leaveing trees
Standing on their knees.
Falling rain becomes my pain.
I fall away, I can't obey.
My feelings come in vain,
But someday I hope I could stand out alone
Cause all I have sworn turned somehow to stone.

Everyday life erases my mind
Leaving me here standing snowblind.
Somehow I hpoed I could resist
All those insults you crashed down on me,
But now I can see I was a fool...
Just try to be me!
Maybe then you will see what it is like to be incomplete.

I somehow don't blame you
I just blame myself
For being so stupid for being insane.
I remember mistakes that were made
And I try not to make them again,
But nomatter how much do I try
It doesn't make sense
It doesn't feel right.