My Gill

I saw a lot of people, who just adores Her… Two of them (She and one) sits, holds each others hands, smiles and gently kisses. She caresses ones head and whispers to ear, that She’ll be with one forever. And a person moony smiles to oneself, swings down whiskey and it seams soon will start to curr. It’s heaven when She’s with one…
I also, met bunch of those, who thinks She’s a pure evil. They are scared to death. That’s why they threatens Her with crosses of false loves, sprinkles with tears of fake feelings and huffs the air that smells like chocolate, expecting that it will make Her disappear. But Lady’s patient, so She reclines at Her seat close to the idiot and just quietly waits till one will forget all myths about possibilities to exorcize Her. And the moment sissy is calm, Miss bites ones throat…
Small cluster of humans says they are indifferent to this Girl. They are always together. She is just like ones roommate, who grumbles bout mess in the room, but one just doesn’t care…
Me... My days are full of happiness, which is hidden away in fast rhythm of routine, hidden over my friends, over laughter, over solicitudes of everyday and over deceitful hope…
But at the night time… At night I wait anxiously, when She’ll lie down near me and will start to caress my hair, kiss my neck, my ears, will whisper that She’s just mine, with Her tongue She’ll draw a line on my ear’s contour, lick ear-lap and gently snap it. My eyes will open widely and out of my mouth will waft hollow moan. I’ll feel Her ice-cold lips on my body; nose, cheeks, eyes, forehead, bosom, arms, hands, stomach, legs… I’ll beg to stop but at the same time I’ll desire Her close to me, I’ll wish Her with body and soul. Finely, She’ll take me over and we’ll make love. We’ll do it long, slowly, gently with just small crumbs of passion…
When love act will be finished She’ll nestle to me, She’ll caress me until I’ll start to breathe deeply with my eyes closed. Soon my Gill will calm down and fall asleep…
Over my closed eyelids will begin crumble salt water and it won’t stop against She’ll vanish… Against She’ll leave me because of other beloved ones…
My Loneliness... My only One...
Damned Whore..!