The party

I was drinking all day and all night,
Until the east, it shined with light
And there I saw, upon dawns spawn
The dripping rays that conquered morn!

My eyes, my eyes, with tears they filled,
The senses harvested imaginations yield.
Friends were sleeping like strangled chicks
And there it was... my mind... eclipse!

I... had no understanding of my actions,
That first stab, it spurred a chain reaction.
When I snapped out of my hazy daze,
I could still see those red bright rays,
I could fell them on my face, my eyes,
My slanted mouth, my hands and thighs,
My dark red hair and floor and... tears...

Their buggy eyes, they haunt me still,
When I step back into the sacred field
And take upon my hands the dark campaign.
Here lives no God... no more, never again