My truth

Don't ask me why
Cause i don't know
Don't tell me how
I could not take it anymore.

Just go with a flow
you say
But how should i know
in whitch way.

I tried to escape,
but you found me
I looked up to you
but you failed me,
I had much more weight
but you loved me.

Sometimes i want to feel happiness
but I can only see darkness
Sometimes I want to feel you
but the i just fail you.