Don't turn away
I pray you've heard
The words I've spoken
Dare to believe
For one last time
Then I'll let the

Darkness cover me
Deny everything
Slowly walk away
To breathe again
On my own

Carry me away
I need your strength
To get me through this
Dare to believe
For one last time
Then I'll let the

Darkness cover me
Deny everything
Slowly walk away
To breathe again
On my own

Stripped of life, alone
In the midst of something that I
Want to play with your evil inside
wanting, letting go, of what never could be again
Lost and alone
Imprisoned now inside your mind
With the way you tried
To destroy me again
You were waiting and living for no one
With the way you tried
To completely refuse all your life

Feed on your nothing
You'll never live up to me

Awaken you
With a little evil inside
Feed on your nothing
You'll never live up to me
I've stricken you
I don't want to live with the lie
Feed on your nothing
And you'll never live up to me

Awaken you, oh no,
Can't live up to me
I've striken you
Feed on your nothing and you can't live up to me

There isn't a thing that I can do
Watching the whole thing just wash away
Making me long
Making you strong

There's so many people dying
You complain about your situation
What about me?
Half the world wouldn't know
What it's like to lose your seed
Maybe you can understand

(How I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me

The guilt has lasted years, still cry
It was all planned out
Why was I last to know?
Don't you trust in me?
The table's cold, it's too late
To make up for these mistakes
Maybe you can't understand

(How I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
(How I feel)
If I would have known
I can't say what I would have done
If you could forgive
I'd like to rest with you someday

(How I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
(How I feel)
If I would have known
I can't say what I would have done
If you could forgive
I'd like to rest with you someday

Žemės drebėjimo metu lubos savavališkai nusileido į vonią. Už jų tokį savivaliavimą jas išmetė. Istorijos moralas: savivaliavimas yra blogai :D

Viena atostogų diena buvo ilga kaip ištisa savaitė, tačiau visos atostogos buvo trumpos kaip viena diena :|

Eyes are still red
Coming apart
The lies won't take me far
Body aches
These hands shake
Dealing comes with scars
It's hard to sleep with all that's questioned

Can I find, peace of mind
Barricades in time
Can I find, peace inside
And let love come save my life

Tried to forget
Feelings of death
Invading panic spawns
Can't concentrate
No one relates
Stealing all the light
Spreading thin the soul in sections

Can I find, peace of mind
Barricades in time
Can I find, peace inside
And let love come save my life

The enemy's my own thinking
I never let it show
The weight of me I am sinking
I fight this more than you know

Can I find, peace of mind
Barricades in time
(Can I find, peace of mind)
Can I find, peace inside
And let love come save my life
(Everything is fine)

Can I find, peace of mind
(Barricades in time)
If you ask, everything is fine
(Everything is fine)
Can I find, peace inside
(Barricades in time)
As I deal with my own strife

The enemy's my own thinking
I never let it show
The weight on me I am sinking
I fight this more than you know

ripped from cia

Skrido sodomos paukštis per beveidžius plastiko laukus
tricenzūrė hegemonijos iškankinta grauža
ir nuskrido į bedievius nihilistų kapus
ausvencimo krosnys nuo kaulų paspringo
o kapuosna šmėžavo demokratijos lėlės
paskutinės dimensijos vėjo atplėštas
trim spiralėm sąmonėn įmėžtas
po pleištu jis negali čiulbėti
savo mintį ant plunksnų išbraižyti
kraujo liko nedaug
teks sugrįžti
ir į reinkarnaciją pinigus sumyžti

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Išlindo zombis su rankove
bet paukštis ant jo nusipjovė
"na ir kas reinkarnacija man ne šventovė"
ir informacijos žnybtais klerikalinį zombį papjovė...

tai va, gyveno kartą tox šuniukas. Jis labai mėgo valgyti, oi tiesa, šunys ėda, o ne valgo, bet kox skirtumas. Tai va ėmė jis ir numirė. Nebūtų ėmęs nebūtų numiręs. :D
Čia buvo tox senas anekdotas. Ai ****** jums vistiek nejuokinga.

Oi kox briedas. Iš chemijos išvedė 6 :( norėjau 7. Bet tox jau tas mūsų gyvenimas. Nevisi norai išsipildo, jeigu neįdedi pastangų. Tai vat dėkit pastangas mielieji ;)

Pasirodo ir dienoraščio įrašus galima komentuoti :0 Kokia naujovė :)D