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nesvarbus aprašymas

siauras ir apgaulus
kelias į stiklo namelį
nejučia išvingiavo į čeburekinę, ak.
užsikniaubęs ant stalo besibaigiant
paskutiniam gurkšniui atšalusios arbatos
netvirtai prisimeni
čia nebepriklausąs
ir sujudi;
saulė išgręžiojo skylutes
gruoblėtame stalviršyje.

kartais baigęs storą knygą pasijunti netekęs didelio pasaulio, kuriame beveik jau pats gyvenai. lyg iš tikro būtum ten buvęs. tas pojūtis dar kartu maišos su kitu, jį primena, antrina: pojūčiui kad visas gyvenimas tėra vien užtrukęs sapnas, kad per smarkiai jau patikėjai nesapnuojąs, nors štai tuoj tuoj atsibusi šviesų rytą, tave, dar visai mažą, vėl apkabins mama ir nusijuoks, išsklaidydama visas abejones pasauliu, ištirpdys visas mintis apie jo slogumą, abejones ir nusivylimą, tu būsi švarus ir džiūgaudamas pulsi pasauliui į glėbį, iš tiesų

not yet

jei grafomanu tapsiu, nušaukit plyz

: einu plepyn. matyt senstu:)

atrodo įsigijau naują įprotį (priklausomybę?)

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