.as leaving.as lift for left.

now it’s out of reach
hope I can’t achieve
time has made it all so deep
can you imagine how does it feel?
And I’m so sick
so please let me suffer pain
while they said it could be the best thing
but now it’s just the suffering some pain
blissed pain as magic
for getting out of there
hey.am I able ever find the rest?
could help me for relax?
or bless me running out.away.
I cannot feel
and nobody can touch me
maybe I’ve never felt so deeply this before
beautiful life.beautiful world as leaving.
as standing in front of the dead-end street
so let me, please don’t
let me suffer pain
cause it’s terrible.more horrilble except the sense
crying a Love as friend of Hope
as leaving.
as lift for left.

...
monika