Monster

I want to scream and yet I can't
I'm simply locked away
I'm simply trapped inside a maze
Of my own subconscious games

I am chained up
Against a wall
And torture soon is coming

I am afraid
And yet I feel
This strange anticipation

I am insane
It now seems clear
Can someone oh please help me?

Or have I become inhuman
And help on me would be just wasted?
...
I can feel my own mutations
I'm falling out with human traits
And have become a monster

I'm growing fangs and long sharp nails
My hair is falling out and is replaced by scales
I'm losing my ability to breathe
And blurry is everything I see

It seems this is the end for me
What a fun ride this was
A curl into a ball and tuck my tail beside me
And fall asleep a peaceful hibernation