Left behind

I'm broken, it hurts...
That pain taking me,
Like sea takes sand...
I'll loose my mind
Unless you'll come back to me
Because I need you here
To help me fight with this pain...
I know you promised,
To never come back.
But you also said
„I intend to be your last“
And wait however long it takes...
I know you are right,
We have to keep promise alive
But it doesn't mean,
That we can't meet...