screw my life

Were there ever any love or any feelings?
Were there any talking, any understanding?
There were 2 lonely hearts bleeding
And for our fears there was no ending
I am begging
Stop this drama, this parade
There will be no wedding
Just lots of crying hence we stayed.
I am dreaming that someday
I could built my home
With messy rooms and art around
And since I will be alone
There will be no one to drag me down
And I will laugh to tears
Spend my mornings, evenings drinking coffee
And sometimes glass of wine
In my new favorite coffee,
Surrounded by lots of friends
And someone that will laugh with me...
But you know- you already screw it up
Because there is no one to be
Nowhere to go
And there is no me.
You change me and domed me to be
Someone that I hate.
And since I am – I will remind you everyday of our painful life
What you did.