A Song About A Gay Boy Who's In Love With A Straight Guy (Electro House)

1. I think it was september
Early morning in the school
Like yesterday I still remember
That he was so much freakin\' cool
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2. His eyes, his lips, his nose and his hair
They lifts me up straight in the air
I can\'t believe he\'s so perfect
I can\'t fall in love \'cause I will regret
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I heard his voice and died just then
I could forget but I just can\'t
That sound took away my breath
Why is this making me feel so dead?
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3. I dream about him day and night
He\'s in my thoughts and in my mind
This is just not so very right
\'Cause in my heart there\'s a huge fight
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I tried and tried to live alone
But this is just breaking my bones
I can\'t have him \'cause he\'s not gay
And that is killing me everyday
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4. I can\'t pretend to be someone else
When I see him I hear heaven bells
That\'s stupid, that\'s harsh but that\'s just love
That\'s strange and crazy but once again it\'s love
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I have to prepare myself for that
He will leave school in a year and a half
And then I\'ll never see him again
And I still gonna have to pretend...
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(Chorus)
I want him, I need him
But I can\'t have him
This is not what I want
This is just what I get.
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5. (Speaking)
Love is very cruel...
It\'s very hard for us...
For gay people to find their love...
There\'s nothing worse in the world,
Like to fall in love with a straight guy,
Who could beat you up only for looking at him...
This is so unfair...
What have I done?..
I don\'t know...
I just want to die now...
I just want to leave this world...
I\'m not strong enough...
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2007