I am to be here for
The lonliness i bare.
I am frightened to the core
'N you never gonna care...
Search of a blind,
Blinded all inside -
Nothin, but a mess,
Nothin but to die...
poem is "siaip sau"...but the nicname , well for that I'm giving /////....nothing personal...keep on going, maybe later your poems will improve more than just knowledge of english, which is also "siaip sau".