i'm broken up i'm split into. between my head, my heart and you

One day before tomorrow
I thought we'll be something
But then you made me feel
It only is my dream

And all the memories i put on fireplace
Hoping to burn them out (of pain)
(They stayed)
Everytime i've tried
Sudden rain came putting all these little flames away


And now
Time came

i wonder about rain
where has he gone with any shame.?.

How long i'll stay awake?


I've put matches far away
Trying to keep your face in eyes
And no more flames

but

Memories like flowers
Dying without rain.


Please, can you water them? in case...