Can't Love The Dream

Lonely then I think
Then I think of you
And with an eye blink
I disappear that's true

Cant love the dream
But I did. Unbearable
It is to mean
To kill the dream

Always treasured the time
I spend with you
I dreamt of you being mine
And took misunderstood cue

Sometimes I wish I was never born
I wish I never felt this scorn