She

Hard to say what caught my attention,
Fixed And crazy, Aphid Attraction,
Carve my name in my face, to recognize,
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize.

I'm a slave, and I am a master,
No restraints and, unchecked collectors,
I exist through my need, to self oblige,
She is something in me, that I despise.

I won't let this build up inside of me!
She isn't real!
I can't make her real!