Sinful Sea of Strangers

Took a shameless walk today:
Walking all these people by,
Being aimed with looks of theirs at
Feeling odd, so strange
Why, oh why they cannot see
A normal person in me?
Crossing over all these circles,
While it ain’t that simple
To stand being laughed and pointed at,
While I am so sick of that…
Think someone has smiled,
Now was it fake or real,
Or was it my fantasy?

Walking through this
Sinful sea of strangers
A place where
None wants to be

Wind keeps pushing me
Through this bunch of people
In my infliction all I see:
Black stares of jealousy.
I’m trying not to jump
Into someone
Going through ain’t pleasant
So many strangers pass me by
Not a single friendly person
Feeling lonely, feeling numb at this lesson
How about if all you’ve heard is a lie?
Come in, join in my trip
In this illusion or reality, get a grip

Walking through this
Sinful sea of strangers
A place where
None wants to be

Someone talks, someone smokes a cig
Someone drinks, someone giggles
Oh, so many people, oh so many strangers,
So many odd personalities in anger
Watch me, follow every step of mine and yours
While I’m alone and I’m lost
These unpleasant looks,
Do what they are supposed to –
Eat mine confidence and swallow me
Only thing to do is
Not to allow.
Show myself, show myself show…
I’m in the crownd
And I’m still alone!

Walking through this
Sinful sea of strangers
A place where
None wants to be

These emotions in me – fear, insecurity
Are a product of this damn community.
Strangers reaching me, watching me
Talking, pointing, laughing at me -
Are nothing in reality,
Are nothing in terms of morality.
Under this dead city sky
They watch me searching light
Looking high, looking high
For the light!
Moving through, moving forward,
Because I ain’t no coward.
I’m going to swim through
This sinful sea
Going to adept to
This street