I kill the sorrow with a smile on my face
Remember you told me you will never pray
But seeing me now standing proud in the crowd
“A murder”, you shoot, but your voice not that loud
You hated that everything what I was in love
Desire can change if you want it a lot
Imagine yourself being wise as you are
Only then you can say that I am so too far.
The memories pass whenever I see you
No matter how long I am trying to hide,
Although there are dangers – as my veins are bleeding
There’s only one medicine, I know that is time
The minds in your head are so clear since today
You started missing every move that I make
I know I was waiting too long for goodbye
Because it’s a murder –
I have killed you with smile
Morning wakes outside the window white
I can only think about tonight
Even if the flowers bloom not long
Pictures in your head remain them strong
She said that she is wonderful and now we see it‘s true
No matter where I went so far but I see only you
And every time I get so high I have to get down low
Because I’ve told you many times that our love’s too slow
Your eyes are not the oceans and nor they are skies blue
But I still see you everywhere I don’t know what to do
The time that you walked past me by I thought that I will fly
You didn’t even look at me I thought I’d start to cry.
I can’t explain even myself – its love or I am dead
So please go out and leave me here the thing I fear is fear.
You must leave because I have gone too
To spread bad emotions – it’s all I must do
Hard to keep the promises you gave me before
You were feeding me with lies and I really want more.