Kartais, kai atsigręžiu atgal pro petį, negaliu patikėti, kiek visko yra pasilikę praeityje, paskendę senose dulkėse ar dar bebandą suspindėti kaip tas patarlinis auksas pelenuose. Kiek daug sutikta, pamatyta, patirta, atrasta, mylėta ir nekęsta, pamiršta ar tiesiog pamesta...
Gera, kai turi kažką, ką gali prisiminti akimirką stabtelejęs ir pažvelgęs į savo praeities bagažą - tarsi į seną, nutrintą, bet taip ištikimai ir nuoširdžiai tau tarnavusį ir buvusį šalia visais gyvenimo atvejais lagaminą. Gera, net jei jo turinys nėra labai paglostantis širdį. Gera, nes tai esi tu - toks koks buvai ar tik norėjai būti, galbūt net toks, koks esi dabar ar dar būsi.
Matyt, čia ir yra dalis didžiausio džiaugsmo. Tai, kad nesvarbu, kas buvo ar koks buvai vakar, tu esi.
Čia ir dabar. Šiandien, kaip ir vakar.

kaip tavo mėgstamiausia knyga, kurią kažkas ištrynė ir paliko tau tik atsiminimus.
kaip kitaip gali jaustis iš gyvenimo nieko nenorintis žmogus?

Aukso dulkelėmis apibarstysiu tavo skruostų duobutes.
Myliu.
Kaip visad...

anyone who touch you can hurt you
or heal you
anyone who reach you can love you
or leave you...

That I would be good
Even if I did nothing
That I would be good
Even if I got the thumbs down

That I would be good
If I got and stayed sick
That I would be good
Even if I gained 10 pounds

That I would be fine
Even if I went bankrupt
That I would be good
If I lost my hair and my youth

That I would be great
If I was no longer queen
That I would be grand
If I was not on a wing

That I would be loved
Even when I'm not myself
That I would be good
Even when I am overwhelmed

That I would be loved
Even when I was fuming
That I would be good
Even if I was clinging

That I would be good
Even if I lost sanity
That I would be good
Whether with or without you

Jeeezaw padekit man kas nors!!!
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Please don't think of me
If you do you gotta block it
I got chills tonight
And you can't be here to stop it
I'm not a parasite
It's just a lonely night
Tonight

I walked from the bar
'Cause they were only laughing
I wished on our star
But they covered it in satin
I'm not a gigolo
That's what I want you to know
Tonight

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Ooh ooh
I've hurt you I can see
Ooh ooh
Do you think it's not hurting me

Ooh ooh
The grass ain't always green
And if it's hurting you
You know that's its hurting me
You know that's its hurting me
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You'll meet other men
Who will break your heart
If I see you with them
It's gonna tear me apart

Maybe in another life
We wouldn't be alone
Tonight

---
Ooh ooh
I've hurt you I can see
Ooh ooh
Do you think its not hurting me

Ooh ooh
The grass ain't always green
And if it's hurting you
You know that it's hurting me

Little sister don't you worry about a thing today
Take the heat from the sun
Little sister
I know that everything is not ok
But you're like honey on my tongue

True love never can be rent
But only true love can keep beauty innocent

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I could never take a chance
Of losing love to find romance
In the mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman
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You can run from love
And if it's really love it will find you
Catch you by the heel
But you can't be numb for love
The only pain is to feel nothing at all
How can I hurt when I'm holding you?

I could never take a chance
Of losing love to find romance
In the mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman

And you're the one, there's no-one else
You make me want to lose myself
In the mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman

Brown eyed girl across the street
On rue Saint Divine
I thought this is the one for me
But she was already mine
You were already mine...

Little sister
I've been sleeping in the street again
Like a stray dog
Little sister
I've been trying to feel complete again
But you're gone and so is God

The soul needs beauty for a soul mate
When the soul wants...the soul waits ...

No I could never take a chance
Of losing love to find romance
In the mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman

For love and FAITH AND SEX and fear
And all the things that keep us here
In the mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman

How can I hurt when I'm holding you?

Pavasaris...

David Gray - Babylon
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Friday night
I'm going nowhere
All the lights are changing green to red
Turning over TV stations
Situations running through my head

Well looking back through time
You know it's clear that I've been blind
I've been a fool
To ever open up my heart
To all that jealousy,
that bitterness,
that ridicule

Saturday I'm running wild
And all the lights are changing red to green
Moving through the crowd I'm pushing
Chemicals all rushing through my bloodstream

Only wish that you were here
You know I'm seeing it so clear
I've been afraid
To tell you how I really feel
Admit to some of those bad mistakes I've made
---
If you want it
Come and get it
Crying out loud

The love that I was
Giving you was
Never in doubt

Let go your heart
Let go your head
And feel it now
Babylon...
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Sunday all the lights of London Shining ,
Sky is fading red to blue
I'm kicking through the
Autumn leaves
And wondering where it is you might be going to

Turning back for home
You know I'm feeling so alone
I can't believe
Climbing on the stair
I turn around to see you smiling there
In front of me
---
If you want it
Come and get it
Crying out loud

The love that I was
Giving you was
Never in doubt

Let go your heart
Let go your head
And feel it now
Babylon
Babylon
Babylon...
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Grizhau uzhlopyti voratinklio skyliu.
Kazhin, pasiseks?..

nauja sena aistra red hot'ams.... ech...
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Porcelain
Are you wasting away in your skin
Are you missing the love of your kin
Drifting and floating and fading away

Porcelain
Do you smell like a girl when you smile
Can you bear not to share with your child
Drifting and floating and fading away

Little lune
All day
Little lune

Porcelain
Do you carry the moon in your womb
Someone said that you're fading too soon
Drifting and floating and fading away

Porcelain
Are you wasting away in your skin
Are you missing the love of your kin
Nodding and melting and fading away

Little lune
All day
Little lune...
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