šį vakarą aš palieku šį rašykų pasaulį. žinau kad nevalia nieko žadėti. ir jei grįžčiau (duok Dieve stiprybės), prakeikiu save už savo silpną valią.
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tau taip bus geriau. atsimink savo pažadą.
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geros visiem kloties.

pamiršk.

"iš vieno doktorato gynimo. - koks yra visokio aukštojo lavinimo uždavinys? - žmogų paversti mašina. - kaip tai galima padaryti? - jis privalo išmokti nuobodžiauti. - kaip tai pasiekiama? - supratus kas yra pareiga. - koks tokios būsenos pavyzdys? - filologas: jis moko kalti atmintinai. - koks yra tobulas žmogus? - valdininkas. - kokia filosofija pateikia tiksliausią valdininko formulę? - Kanto: valdininkas kaip daiktas savaime teisiantis valdininką kaip reiškinį."
Nyčė.

 CRUCIFY
Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I wanna spit in their faces
Then I get affraid what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach
I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my COURAGE would choose to sell out now.

I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Just what GOD needs
One more victim

Why do we crucify ourselves
Every day I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day I crucify myself
And my HEART is sick of being in chains

Got a kick for a dog beggin' for LOVE
I gotta have my suffering
So that I can have my cross
I know a cat named Easter
He says will you ever learn
You're just an empty cage girl if you kill the brid

I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Got enough GUILT to start
My own religion

Why do we crucify ourselves
Every day I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day I crucify myself
And my HEART is sick of being in chains

Please be
Save me
I CRY

Looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Where are those angels
When you need them

Why do we crucify ourselves
Every day I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day I crucify myself
And my HEART is sick of being in chains

Why do we change (chains?)
Crucify ourselves
Everyday

Never going back again
Crucify myself again
You know
Never going back again to
Crucify myself
Everyday

i'm going night night little glowing kitty, 'coz i'm kinda sleepy.

o abuojas reiškia piktas, bjaurus ir nedoras. dekui Mannequin.

abashed the devil stood
and felt how awful goodness is
and saw virtue in her shape...

i like fishies. they go "Puk-puk"
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