Alone

Won... I won... I won?

What is it like to see,
The things I just have lost?
What is it like to be,
The person I hate the most?
Feeling insecure amongst these eyes,
Which stare so coldly at me.
Illusions I have made are here to fool.
Why the freaking time so slowly flies?
Sense of instability floods the feelings...
Moving back instead of forward
And it ruins me as it seems,
From the very core, shameless coward.

Won... I won...?.. I Won!
Falling down... every second,
Down, I keep.
And for the record,
None cares about my trip.

Aloooooooooone,
Now I get what is it like...
There's not a single light,
In the path I go... none!
Won... won.... I Won?
Aloooooooooone
I was asking them to stay,
While I thought they're great.
Nothing more, but just reflection
Drags me always down
Sinking slowly in the past,
Is what makes me trust,
The thing I've lost was
Something. I’d never gain again!

Won... I won...?.. I Won!
Falling down... every second,
Down, I keep.
And for the record,
None cares about my trip.

Won... I won...?.. I Won!
Falling down... every second,
Down, you keep.
And for the record,
None cares about my trip.

But in the end,
It's all the same
Familiar eyes with doubtful look,
All the handshakes aren't friendly.
Won... they won?.. they won?!
Nothing! But illusion surrounds me...
Pain?
I’ll step back and see,
Illusion is our reality.
The strings we hang on...
Cut ‘em? No need
Just drop it...
Be the one!

Won... I won...?.. I Won!
Falling down... every second,
Down, I keep.
And for the record,
None cares about my trip.