galinė mašinos sėdynė gruodį. kažkur tarp Mažeikių ir Laižuvos. laukuos. "nebūkim greenpeace". :)

nieko nebenoriu.

Eddie says:
i watch on tv people that were there
Gintare says:
hellish
Eddie says:
victims, their comments are scary
Gintare says:
this old woman who was on BBC yesterday kept always repeating 'i held a girl, and she died in my arms'
Eddie says:
well, and the comments are like, i began to run i don't know why but i had to pass over arms, legs and heads
Eddie says:
people burning
Eddie says:
pieces of corpses
Gintare says:
so was it really ETA?
Gintare says:
...
Eddie says:
i think it was not ETA
Eddie says:
because it was too big... and too indiscriminated
Eddie says:
they used to act against police, army people, politics...
Eddie says:
it is my opinion
Eddie says:
ETA has not still revindicated the act.
Eddie says:
alqaeda did it in a london newspaper
Gintare says:
ok, and how is it going to affect the election?Gintare says:
are you having it tomorrow?
Eddie says:
it's on sunday
Eddie says:
i think nobody should vote
Gintare says:
why?
Eddie says:
if it was ETA, nobody should vote because no politician had talked with them to try to avoid this kind of acts
Gintare says:
really???
Gintare says:
shit, i thought it was opposite
Eddie says:
and if it wass Alqaeda... the goverment should make apologizes to the spanish people because of putting us in a war that 90% of spanish didin't want
Eddie says:
in the past some governments talked with ETA and they didn't make any progress, nowadays the bask-nacionalism is more moderate, and only a few people are so radical
Eddie says:
once, a catalan politician of a catalan independentist party gathered with ETA in perpignan. as a result, all the politic parties beagn to insult him... and he only wanted to talk, perhaps the form was not ok becuase he didn't say anything to the government and he went on hiding... but, hey, he tried
Eddie says:
and he only was there to talk,so bad, he only wanted to talk--- hehe

Kavinukė (2004-03-10)

ėjau šiandien iš kultūrkės namo. ir galbūt pirmąsyk gyvenime jaučiau, kad visa ta pilkuma, šiukšlės, griuvenos, pelkės, nelygūs šaligatviai, beerdviškumas - visa tai mano, mano, mano. sava. kažkokia dar parblokšta ir nublokšta šito suvokimo esu.
p.s. ypač geležinkelis. kai žiūri stoties pusėn. kai dar yra sniego. tos mėlynos-raudonos-baltos lemputės ir švyturėliai. pusiau sutemę.

Mykė pūkuota smėlynuosna (2004-03-11)

Čia mano miestas. kokią kovo antrą gal irgi einant namo iš mokyklos... Saulė švietė, kažkuriam kieme kudakavo vištos, o dar praėjau pro kažkokią moteriškę besišlavinėjančią... akyse iškilo prosenelės kiemas ir kriaušių skynimas. keistai pasijutau. hm. nuo tada man pavasaris išties pavasaris [ir nesvarbu, kad naktim vis dar šąla. svarbu, kad saulė šviečia, o vakarėjant apšviečia polikliniką, ir pažvelgus pro langą prisimenu vaikystę. m.]
"p.s. ypač geležinkelis. kai žiūri stoties pusėn. kai dar yra sniego. tos mėlynos-raudonos-baltos lemputės ir švyturėliai. pusiau sutemę."
O dar tas raudonų plytų pastatas ir vargingi kiemeliai... ir dar sukasti kauburėliai.. ir sniegas, ir purvas, ir pelkės. karą primena [nors aš jo nemačius]. mhm. keistas miestas tie Mažeikiai.

Arba parke prie patrankų. kažkada galvojau, kad tas miškelis labai didelis. bet pažvelgus į vieną ir į kitą pusę - namai. m.
feels like home :)

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pagaliau. mano augimo ir protėjimo vaismedis neša ir skanių vaisių. pavasaris. :)

me too, but you have to understand that for me is difficult to feel natural from somewhere because my mother come from galicia (that speak galician), my father is from castilla (the old spain), they were in england and my brother was born there, and i was born in catalonia, with my parents influences, in a village grewn up by immigrants from the rest of spain...

Cuz i realized i got
Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

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mafia does rule.

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