I’ve been loved but I didn’t know how to feel it
And I’ve been adored but I don’t know if I ever believed it
I’ve been loved my whole life but I didn’t know how to take it
Until...

apleisti "mano namau".. o prisiminti to kas buvo aš senai jau nebenoriu. Nieko nerašau. Skaitau užrašus vitrinose ir antraštes. Knygas tik troleibusuose, kad laikas net ten tuščiai nebegtų. tampu tuščia it asotis ant šakos kur vienkiemy pamautas. Vidum. o išore vaidinu laimę. kartais įsijaučiu.
eiliuoju nebent ant cigarečių pakelių kraštų, ant delnų, ant saskaitų ir ataskaitu kitų pusių, paprastu pieštuku per pietų pertraukas. ir suplėšau. nebedalinu savęs. o jus?

Įdomu, kad "Pro stiklą" galiu pasiskaityti apie mane mylėjusius žmones. Saulius. Nuo tokio kox jis buvo kai vidurnaktį man vežė citriną iš kito miesto galo iki dabartinio dalyvaujančio menininkų pleneruose, turinčio mylimą ir mylinčią moterį (taip manau, mačiau juos kelis sykius.. moteris ta pati ir Sauliaus akys laimingesnės, nei kai dar buvome pažįstami). Smagu žinoti ka jis veikia. Smalsumas patenkinamas ir išvengiama bendravimo. Man patinka.

Pasiilgau konors kas vadintusi kuryba ir butu sudaryta ne ish dvejetainiu kodu ar ju atmainu..
Pavargau buti geidzhiama.
Pasiilgau 8h miego per para.
..bet kartais reikia ir kazhko tikro.. o ne susikurtu iliuziju.
nauja mano manija - pinigai.

Visiem tikiem kurie rudeni ishsiilgsta acid jazz'o labai rekomenduoju
VA - Acid Jazz Vol.03 (2005)

O kas linxmiausia tai ir goldfrapp nauja albuma ishspaude ish saves (Goldfrapp - Supernature (2005)), apmaudu kad kiek popseja lyginant su Black Cherry, nu bet dar galima klausyti. O royksopp'u naujas jau sugadintas;/ tai tiek einu dushan.

.. ir nebeskaitai knygu, nebeziuri filmu, niekur nebeisheini, net zhmoniu nebesinori matyt. Tampi tarsi robotas, darai tik tai kas butina. Gyveni shia diena, nes apie ateiti galvoti baisu.

ka? ne, man ne taip, ryte tai perskaichiau laikrashtyje gerdama vaistazholiu arbata, kuri turejo pabudinti mano siela naujai dienai .. Nesivarginau skaityti antrastes.

Vakar vienam vakarui buvo atgaivinas Terra X. Tox visishkas rave'as buvo. Patiko :)) daug daug pazhistamu zhmogiuku, o ir tie kurie tik ish maytmo zhinomi ish kitu tusu rigi tokie sweet and lovely ;) Bet tas mano ishlepimas kartais reikalauja didesnio konforto :)))

I will talk and hollywood will listen :))
shudas tavo muzika, Robby, bet zhvilgsnis zhavus, na dar ir uzh swing when you're whining pabuchiuochiau tau i zhanduka. Bet kad tu pats nevertas net mano batelio kulniuko :)

So, tell me, please,
[I know you'll read this]
was you really in love with me,
or was it just my imagination?

[I know that it was long ago, but also I know that you remember it]

it's the only one thing of my past that is interesting for me till now, it's the first time when I whanna now if I mised the opportunity, just whanna understand how weak was I.




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his soul was the most beautiful I ever met.

Is Dexter ill, Is Dexter ill, Is Dexter ill
- Is Dexter ill today?
- Mr Kirk, Dexter's in school.
- I'm afraid he's not, Miss Fishborne Dexter's truancy problem is way out of hand The Baltimore County school board have decided to expel Dexter from the entire public school system

- Oh Mr Kirk, I'm as upset as you to learn of Dexter's truancy But surely, expulsion is not the answer!

- I'm afraid expulsion is the only answer
. It's the opinion of the entire staff that Dexter is criminally insane. That boy needs therapy, psychosomatic,
That boy needs therapy, purely psychosomatic
That boy needs therapy
Lying down on the couch,
what does that mean?
You're a nut!
You're crazy in the coconut!
What does that mean?
That boy needs therapy
I'm gonna kill you,
that boy needs therapy
Ranagazoo, let's have a tune
Now when I count three
That, that, that, that, that boy.. boy needs therapy
He was white as a sheet
And he also laid false teeth

Avalanches is above,
business continues below
Did I ever tell you the story about
Cowboys! Mid, Mid Midgets and the indians and, Fron, Frontier Psychiatrist
I... I felt strangely hypnotised
I was in another world,
a world of 20.000 girls
And milk!
Rectangles, to an optometrist, the man with the golden eyeball
And tighten your buttocks, pour juice on your chin
I promise my girlfriend I'd... the violin, violin, violin ...

Frontier Psychiatrist
Frontier, frontier, frontier, frontier
Frontier, frontier, frontier, frontier
Frontier, frontier, frontier, frontier

That boy needs therapy, psychosomatic
That boy needs therapy, purely psychosomatic
That boy needs therapy
Lying down on the couch, what does that mean?
You're a nut! You're crazy in the coconut!
What does that mean? That boy needs therapy
I'm gonna kill you, that boy needs therapy
Ranagazoo, let's have a tune
Now when I count three
That, that, that, that, that boy.. boy needs therapy
He was white as a sheet
And he also laid false teeth

Frontier Psychiatrist

Can you think of anything else that talks, other than a person?
Uh ohh... uh oh, a bird! Yeah!
Sometimes a parrot talks
Ha ha ha ha ha !!!
Yes, some birds are funny when they talk
Can you think of anything else
A record, record, record !

Ieshkau zhmogaus, butinai grazhaus ir keisto, shalto, tolimo nuo pasaulio savo mintim, arba atvirkshchiai. Butinai grazhaus, butinai keisto ir nebijanchio savo gyvenimo paversti vieshu reikalu. Rashykit man chia arba ->onthegreensnow@yahoo.co.uk