And suddenly a dream turns into nightmare.

And i'm afraid of of being bored
I'm not afraid of speaking my mind
I'm just afraid of being ignored

I'm not afraid of being sick
I'm more afraid of being well
I'm not afraid of gun in my hand
I'm just afraid it will hurt like hell

Without you yes I do
I sit, and think about you
Without you yes I do.

I'm not afraid of looking ugly
I couldn't care what they say
I'm not afraid of happy endings
I'm just afraid my life won't work that way

Green eyes are haunting my days and nights.

EVERYTHING I'VE EVER KNOWN IS A LIE.

i'm enlightened right now.

my life will be ok.
handful of dust
mouth full of pain

When I'm forgetting the joy of exploration and benefits of knowledge
I want to be a fat guinea pig and live in America.

The right to be happy guaranteed by law!*

Dreaming my life away...

Šiandien (405 yrs ago) jie sudegino Giordano Bruno.
Rytoj aš sudeginsiu juos...

It lies inside
You can not hide
It’s the meanest fire
Oh, it’s a strange desire
You can not lie
That’s a needless fight

The sweetest way to die...

Days before you came
Counting breaths inside me
Even crack cocaine
Couldn't start to hide me
Won't you join me now
Baby's looking torn and frayed
Join the masquerade
Join the masquerade

There is nothing noble in being superior to some other person. The true nobility is in being superior to your previous self.