During all those years of my short, yet sometimes too long life, I still haven't learnt how to avoid bad habits of communication. Isolation isn't a way out, since to my subjective opinion, human being cannot survive on his own- neither physically nor mentally. So, how to make yourself communicate with people not tryingto fall into any expectations. Keeping the distance with people isn't really efective, since it only causes unnecessary conflicts. I wonder, if it's possible at all to give without having secretive wish to get some back in whatever shape- love, smile, some time...

It's depressing.....I say!

-j