wishes

i still don't know

if you were my spring breeze
or my snow storm

my morning coffee
or my damn first cigarette

my favourite song
or the worst silent of my life

my remedy
or deep howling

my exclamation mark
or just another comma

my very bestfriend
or a stranger

my plain harmony
or my endless hustle and bustle

my idyll
or you were my madness


but actually, i wish you were even something

of mine