Confused

i'm so confused with my life
don't know where i will end up
have to stay on the better side
don't want to mess up.
still trying to figure out
where do i belong
keep telling to myself
i have to stay strong.

with everyday i still believe
that something good will come to me
that all the darkness  will disappear
and i could be the real me.
now i'm learning from my mistakes
trying to climb up the  stairs
trying to reach the best i can
and leave behind my upseting past.

with every week i do change
now i can see the smile on my face
i can say that i'm happy
no more silly mistakes, no more tears on my face
my mama say she believes in me
that i can be the best i can
so i will try to be the best of me
because i will not give up
not this time...