Day after day, just after I came
I was afraid to be myself
Trying to show that I'm better
Than the one lying under my skin
So damned, I'm tired
How sick is to live this way-
I'm hurting, when I have to prepare
For another day in this poison of lies
I want to be myself, please, love me then
My flaws are dying from fears
My deeds are born out of hunger
Apologies won't destroy them
Because everything is forgiven
Earlier than the real harm is done
I want to live right, not by the right rules
I want to know and see the truth,
Leave a trace for others to follow
Not to live in the net of fervor
Afraid to die old in an empty and hollow world
My confession seemed too detective too cold
To a priest - the follower of god
Hate to act the way I need
Because I want a life that is free,
Just like the soul that was born jailed in me
It's all a lie, my point of view
My mind is weak, strong is my clue
I will live on, to live the life
Full of false thoughts...