http://rasyk.lt lt KitoKs info@rasyk.lt info@rasyk.lt Tue, 13 Dec 2005 21:21:38 +0200 http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/wtf/201929.html http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/wtf/201929.html
Žmogus sutvertas tam , kad mylėtų, pažintų, mokytųsi, kentėtų, verktų ir juoktųsi, kad praeitų vandenį ir ugnį, kad visko pabaigoje galėtų pasakyti, jog nugyveno ne veltui. Toks yra žmogus, kuris savo savo gyvenime gvildena amžinuosius būties klausimus, siejamus su gimtuoju kraštu, artimaisiais, kalba. Juk be jų žmogus yra niekas, paklydėlis, nerandantis ramybės ir prieglobsčio, abejojantis, laukiantis, liūdintis, nerimaujantis. ]]> Mon, 05 Sep 2005 23:40:59 +0200 http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/182642/182642.html http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/182642/182642.html

Absence of Forgiveness

All that I believe they will say
That we would go in anyway
I'm forced to support the pain you spread
That this will never end
But I've been sane, all this time
You're to blame, You will not survive
We've no way to stop this pain
It's slowing down, time is running out
This world they'll drown, with no mercy just a frown
I can't believe this is happening

It's brought a vision to us all
Belittle all the things they have told
We're gonna fight this until we're old
That we would give our souls
To free them all from your sights
To make you fall, you will not survive

All I do is for the benefit of you
I come in peace, don't harm me
You won't lose, if you agree to our policy to rule
Over you, don't put up a defence ]]> Sun, 27 Mar 2005 13:26:46 +0200 http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/152298/152298.html http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/152298/152298.html
Lonely in this white room, there are pads everywhere
Chafing straitjacket, I won’t die in there
Save me smiling Jesus, get off that cross
Hate me screaming masses
I don’t care if I’m lost
Don’t tell me that you’re all better
I don’t care if you are Don’t tell me that you’re trendsetters
I don’t care if you are

Lowly with my head bowed, there are rats everywhere
Feed me bread and water
I won’t die in there
Save me smiling Jesus, get off that cross
Hate me screaming masses
I don’t care if I’m lost

Don’t tell me that you’re all better
I don’t care if you are Don’t tell me that you’re trendsetters
I don’t care if you are

Say you will take my pills
Say you will faking ill

Don’t tell me that you’re all better
I don’t care if you are Don’t tell me that you’re bed wetters
I don’t care if you are
Say you will take my pills
Say you will faking ill
Say you will (say you will) take my pills (take my pills)
Say you will (say you will) faking ill ]]> Tue, 02 Nov 2004 18:57:42 +0200 http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/124826/124826.html http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/124826/124826.html Kurių metu taip noris verkti?
Ir ji nerimsta: ji blaškos, daužos,
Imu tada save aš smerkti.

Pats prarasti tą aš sutikau,
Tą, ką be galo jau mylėjau,
Dabar žinau — apsirikau,
Visai kitaip, kitaip galėjau.

Vėl sūrios ašaros man skruostus vilgo,
Per vėlu jau, per vėlu.
Gražus svajų miražas jau pradingo,
Nunešt ant kapo noriu aš gėlių.

Ant kapo, kurį aš išrausiau savo rankom
Ir dvi gyvybes paguldžiau.
Tik dabar širdis tuos kaulus renka,
Dieve, nejaugi nužudžiau?

Ir likusį gyvenimą aš kalsiu karstą,
Aštriom vinim tuksės man širdyje.
Ir brauksiu paslapčiom tą skausmą karštą:
Jūsų širdelės bus visad manyje... ]]> Tue, 07 Sep 2004 18:23:05 +0200 http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/113890/113890.html http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/113890/113890.html __________________________________
ROULETTE
I have a problem that I cannot explain
I have no reasons why it should have been so plain,
Have no questions but I sure have excuse
I lack the reason why I should be so confused,

I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you,

Left a message but it ain't a bit of use,
I have the pictures, the wild might be the deuce,
Today you called, you saw me, you explained,
Playing the show and running down the plane,

I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you,

I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you, Around you, Around you... ]]> Sat, 24 Jul 2004 11:47:37 +0200 http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/106342/106342.html http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/106342/106342.html

everybody's fool

perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that


never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled


look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know she


never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled


without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie

i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore

it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool

going under

now i will tell you what i've done for you
50 thousand tears i've cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
don't want your hand this time i'll save myself
maybe i'll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when i thought i'd reached the bottom
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through


imaginary

i linger in the doorway
of alarm clock screaming monsters calling my name
let me stay
where the wind will whisper to me
where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story

in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
i lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me

don't say i'm out of touch
with this rampant chaos - your reality
i know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
the nightmare i built my own world to escape

in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
i lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me

swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
oh how i long for the deep sleep dreaming
the goddess of imaginary light
taking over me

you don't remember me but i remember you
i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream?
and dream i do...

i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

have you forgotten all i know
and all we had?
you saw me mourning my love for you
and touched my hand
i knew you loved me then

i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

i look in the mirror and see your face
if i look deep enough
so many things inside that are just like you are taking over ]]> Fri, 23 Jul 2004 13:52:41 +0200 http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/106230/106230.html http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/106230/106230.html Kodel gyvenime tiek blogo, tiek skausmo ir visada kentet lemta ne tiems..?
Atsukt laika atgal neimanoma, taciau laikui begant taisyt klaidas, kad ir sunku taciau realu.. Krisdama skaidri asara, riededama skruostu zemyn, nusinesa dalele skausmo.. Taciau tik maza dalele to, kad slepias susiguzes giliai sirdyje- apsitveres stora ledo siena ir nieko neisileidziantis vidun.. ]]> Wed, 21 Jul 2004 12:33:29 +0200 http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/105857/105857.html http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/105857/105857.html Kazkodel kai galu gale pasiryztu uzmirsti mylima zmogu ir tvirtai sau pasakau: "Uzmirsk ja", vel ji pamates uzmirstu visus savo pazadus ir vel pasineriu i savo liguista meile...Buvo toks laiko tarpas, kai to zmogucio nemaciau beveik 2 menesius - tada net galvojau apie ji reciau, nemaciau jos ir po truputi pradejau uzsimirsti, bet staiga viena vakara ja vel pamaciau ir.....grizo viskas ka man per sitiek laiko buvo pavyke pamirsti...tai lyg pasaka be galo...taip, mano meile JAI begaline...ir as nezinau kaip ta jausma istrinti is sirdies visiems laikams, seniau kai buvau mazesnis turejau mergina..vaidinau labai suaugusi nors dar buvau vaikas...o ji tada man atrode tokia vaikiska...as ja palikau, nes supratau kad nemyliu...O dabar kartais zaviuosi jos vaikiskais poelgiais ir pavydziu jai, kad jos sirdis dar neperaugo vaikystes..., zinau, kad as nebesugebesiu grizti bent trumpam i vaikystes laikus...ir man taip patinka jos vaikiskas elgesys, vaikiski zodziai, vaikiska sypsena, vaikiskas zvilgsnis...bet kazkodel dabartines mano meiles moteriskas zvilgsnis man patinka daug labiau...ji mane pakerejo, suzavejo ir visiskai supainiojo...Viskas pasaulyje taip painu...kartais atrodo, kad pradedu nesuprasti net pats saves.......

Ir dar vienas......
Kai pirmą kartą tave aš pamačiau,
Tu man buvai toks pats, kaip ir visi.
Aš paprastu žmogum tave laikiau,
Dar nežinojau kas bus ateity.
O kai dabar einu gatve ir pamatau tave,
Jaučiu, kaip man krūtinėje širdis sustoja.
Nes nuo tada, kai palikai mane,
Man niekas niekas nebeegzistuoja.
Aš gyvenu tik tam, kad mirčiau dėl tavęs,
Nes su tavim jokia mirtis man nebaisi.
Aš noriu visad jaust tave šalia savęs,
Noriu pajaust, kad gyveni, kad tebesi.
Ar tu gali suprasti mano širdį,
Kurios seniai jau niekas nebegirdi?

Niekada niekada....tikrai netikejau meile...tiksliau, teoriskai visada zinojau, kad ji tokia yra, bet tai buvo pauksciu kalba man, didziajam feministui ir nusiteikusiam pries tuos lengvabudes merginas...o be reikalo! sutikau JA, bet as JAI patikau labiau nei JI man, tiksliau labai kraciausi sio zmogaus, netikejau jo meile, ir buvo viskas ant ribos net (nors JOS jausmai man ne kiek nepakite) as vis prigalvodavau, as vis cia ieskodavau priekabiu prie nieko...ir jokia meile netikejau, tik buvimas kartu, prisirisimas, galvojau, kad gal cia tokia turi but meile...bet nezinojau!prireike visu metu, kad suvokciau kaip sita SAVO ZMOGIUKA velniskai MYLIU!!!!!!!!! (lazda turi 2 galus-juk netikejau ir sakiau ne, niekada)bet as kaskart trokstu bent prie jo priglust, bet pajaust jo siluma, alsavima, balsa, pamatyt gilu zvilgsni...o tiksliau, noriu, kad SI ZMOGIUKA matyciau kasdien, kasnakt, kasryt...man jo beprotiskai reikia, kai nera salia, nors maciau pries pora val. JI- mano dalis, o kas buna, kai vienos daleles neturi? tuscia! taip buna iki tol, kol nesusitinku....MYLIU MYLIU MYLIU norisi saukti visam pasauliui, nors pries tai teorija mano buvo tokia: zodzio myliu NEVARTOJU!....viskas zlunga, visokios teorijos, nusistatymai, norai priesintis....meilei nera budo priesintis ir jos nepriimti.. ]]> Fri, 16 Jul 2004 12:22:12 +0200 http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/105055/105055.html http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/105055/105055.html Fri, 02 Jul 2004 23:14:42 +0200 http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/102744/102744.html http://rasyk.lt/dienorastis/102744/102744.html