This morning, upon waking, I walked out, it rained,
So I tried to find you there, in vain,
But suddenly, upon a whim, it came to me,
That you are a figment of my dream.
I slept and gazed at you, inside my mind,
Amazing, vision this I find,
Because you seemed so real... still,
My heart you easily can fill.
I see the world in shades of gray,
In this horrendous moment this I say,
That I will never know for sure,
If you're the poison or the cure.
I can't forget the blessed feeling,
When I felt like I was really healing,
From the disease of being lost
By the people that I love, at any cost.
Because your fragile face I cannot see,
In the void of darkness that now surrounds me,
And I just want to see you with me, here,
So we can for the difficulties we will face, prepare.